There’s never been
a moment when I was not conscience of my existence or that I was conscience and
had life. I was once held to a lower set of laws. While these laws governed me
in all my decisions I was free to do as I will within the bounds of those laws.
As I obeyed law I was allowed to learn and experience greater laws that allowed
me more freedoms to exercise my will and ability. It was made known to me that
as I obeyed, greater light would be given, and that the day would come that I
would understand more.
Those of superior
knowledge and experience had an eye on us all. We all had obeyed these lesser
laws until a time came for a greater experience. We were obedient. We have
existed with them as long as they have existed. We loved and honored them. What
ever they asked we willingly did out of love and the great respect we had for
them. They in turn should us such compassion and respect for upholding them.
They wanted more for us.
You see this is
how it works. They rely on us to uphold our responsibilities and as we do they
add glory upon us. This is what happened to me. I obeyed until the time came
that I was born of God. He is the God and Father of my eternal spirit. You
see my consciousness was finally coupled with spirit which is a more refined
matter that can be only seen with eyes that are open to see.
I lived with my
Father for eternity. I spent much time learning the reason why we exist. They
are interested in perpetuated their species to fill the vastness of space and
time with love and joy. There is no end to the glories and They desire that all
intelligence share in the riches of eternity there is also no beginning. Father
always taught me that what He is doing has forever been done. The thought was
still always there. “But who was the first”. I was always reminded that there
is no “first” neither a last.
